Valborg.
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So my biggest plans for today is cleaning my apartment, and after that, i have to make some phonecalls to all of the doctors that i'll have to visit, and later on, me and my mother has a date at the mall. My refrigerator is so empty that i can hear my own woice repeat in it, like EMPTY, EmPtY, Empty, empty.... After 12 in like one hour am i supposed to take the train to my mothers house.
I have to call my cousins daughter to hear if she can borrow the car and help me go shopping. In that case, I don't need to go by train and buss all the way home. So Instead I just give her gasmoney for the big help!
Today is it a big tradition here in sweden as well, or at least i think it is. It's called Valborgsmässoafton. You go out and find a big fire, and than you just stand there untill every participants decides to go home. But for me, the whole show ends, right before it's getting started. Because right now, i don't have the strenght to be out in the cold swedish springnight just to watch a valborgs fire.
I also have to put myself infront of AMS's page on internet to find myself a good work this summer. And hopefully i'll continue to work there untill the economic crices are over. But my biggest wish right now is to find a work where i feel that i fit in. It's not everybody who understands me...
That's all for now.
xoxo, // Denise.